Burning Bright Holes in Dark Memories

I have a decision that has to be made. To stay or to go.
The unkind will say that as a Libran I find decisions impossible. The wise will understand it just takes time while I weigh the options and consider the paths!
I don't know yet what the answer will be but I know that I have been meant to be here.. and that's something to weigh into the decision I guess.

As I was driving through the jungle this morning I paid more attention than usual to a great Eddie Vedder song I have on my ipod called "Rise". For me it sums up the personal transformation I feel I've had this year. I love its turn of phrase and I played it over a few times as I drove along - appreciating.. well eveything really. And that's the hard bit - I've learned a lot about who I am and who I want to be at home.. while I've been here. I guess I just wonder if I'm ready to be that me...

I guess I'll find my direction magnetically. :-)

Rise

Such is the way of the world
You can never know
Just where to put all your faith
And how will it grow
Gonna rise up
Burning bright holes in dark memories
Gonna rise up
Turning mistakes into gold
Such is the passage of time
Too fast to fold
And suddenly swallowed by signs
Low and behold
Gonna rise up
Find my direction magnetically
Gonna rise up
Throw down my ace in the hole